Deep within the shadows I creep
Is there something that I seek?
To find a reason why I live
For in fear of death, it's death I give
Anyone who crosses my way
Won't live to see another day
As long as there are people to kill
The world is completely at my will
Is it I or is it you?
Try to see this from my point of view
Full of bloodlust, full of hate
I never had a choice in fate
Is this darkness, or is it light?
Who can teach me wrong from right?
I'm invincible, with power over sand
You'll know it's the end when I reach out my hand
I'm the Angel of Death so you'd better watch out
I'll kill you all, without a doubt
What can save me from this life I dread?
It's the word that's been scarred on my head
This loneliness that eats me inside
These horror-filled fears that I try to hide
Now the whole world can read what I lost
I was made a weapon, and my life was the cost
My mind is unstable, you may think me a freak
But you'll tremble in fear because I'm so bleak*
I love no one and fight for me only
You wouldn't understand, you've never been lonely
Innocent souls or my demonic mind
Who is the victim of this crime?
Shunned by everyone and feeling this pain
Now do you understand why I'm insane?
Surrounded by darkness, no where to hide
If I fall asleep I'll be eaten from inside
This demon is restless, it's presence I dread
Every full moon it must be fed
Your blood will make for a tasty meal
Is this true aliveness I feel?
Something is missing, something's not right
How could I have lost that fight?
Am I just like him, and him like me?
Is there something that I can't see?
Perhaps there is something more to life
But how can I look past my strife?
Why can't I see it? It's very clear
It's only the aloneness I fear
Is there truly a lesson to learn?
I think my life is in for a turn
For better or worse? I may never know
But I'll have to accept that what will come, will go
Confusion is suffocating me, I'm up to my head
If this keeps up, I might as well be dead
A new reason to live? What might that be?
I'm so tired, so we'll just have to see...
